Friday, April 28, 2006
i can only manage a weak smile.what's wrong with me?why am i like tt?i used to be this super hyperactive n siao siao girl when i was younger,but now?dull.lifeless.i cant save myself from being depressed abt him. who noes what he's realli thinking?i hate myself for being stupid.it's sickening to see me in this state.he wont even noe i'm writing abt him...enough.i onli have myself to rely on.I WANNA NOE HOW HE FEELS!!!!instead of just pushing on to impress him stupidly when actualli he doesnt like m,like another girl or simply not interested.
i guess maybe he wans to concentrate on his studies ba.but cant he at least show some feeling,whether positive or negative?everything is what i do abt him,for him. maybe he starts to feel irritated bcoz ppl keep taunting mine n his name when he doesnt even like me. he's just being nice but not saying anything
i'm so into him.
but does he care?i can only wait and is willing to, to see tt he's fine and well until aft he leaves sch.sorta like a guardian angel huh?dumb,i noe..
funny i alwaes seem to write in my blog whenever i feel upset
it's ur choice.some things cannot be forced,i guess.i just wanna say- iwanna be wif u... She says at.12:05 AM
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