y does tis hav to happen? i'm struggling...wif myself...when i first thought there wouldnt be any other competitors,i was relieved. but now? do u noe how it feels when u've waited so long, but he doesnt seem to respond to ur affections? furthermore, wif the appearance of rivals...i can't contain it anymore...my heart hurts more terribly than ever... other than knowing deep down i probably might not be able to see him again aft sec sch, the pain is intensified when i kinda knew hu else may like him. I'M WARNING U, DON ASK ME HU IT IS. even so...he's free to go wif who he likes...i don own him or anything. as long as he's happy, i'm glad. but still the pain will alwaes be there. ever heard of a saying? " if u love smthg, u shld let it go. if u two were meant to be, it will come back to u".true anot? i dunno.
ok, all these aside.another thing which i wan to say is, i'm realli grateful i met some totally awesome n nice frens. backcurve, frontline n the rest of 4/9. i realli like this class, and if u ask me, i'll probably miss them tons once i leave the sch. thanks u guys, for bringing joy into my life. i'll probably restate this sometime close to graduation. u guys r the best!She says at.9:52 PM