Saturday, July 07, 2007
i feel so..vexed. i'm getting too dependent.
need to find a way to pull through these 4 yrs
focus on studies.it's impt,but my social life's important too.
do i have to be so enthusiastic about everything?
i don't mind, but all i ask is for me to be on ur priority list.
it doesnt matter if i'm not the first on the list. what matters is i exist to u.
gosh,this is getting more and more abstract.
life doesnt go the way we want it to be,but i'll deal.
at least,i hope.
the changing phase from teen to pre-adult seems hard.
i don wanna be selfish.
maybe it's just in my character to cling onto somethin.
i'll make myself rid of the longing for you,but it's not gonna be permanent. it'll be alternating,but i'll still think of you.
She says at.11:41 AM