Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Happy belated new yr people!! it's already 2008!! TT but i still have to wait 11 more months before i turn 18..not fair..
i went blog hopping,and everyone's talking about how their life went by for the past year.Well,lets blog about my past-pathetic-life-turned-wonder.
2007's the year i went into sp.After getting my O level results the year before,i was still undecided about the whole jc or poly thing,but decided to go test test-PAE,i went innova junior college with yihui and yingge,made some great friends:) how i miss those days. but i can see the stress coming.i didnt think i was cut out for jc life,coz it's super academic based,so i decided to go poly instead.At least,even if i graduate with a diploma,there's a higher chance of securing a job than having a 'A' level cert.Plus,imagine going into jc then not able to get into university after graduation.Man,i'll be so disappointed la! but now,i have to say,i should have chosen jc after all. Poly's as tough as jc. And i miss wearing uniform!!! :'(
So.i applied for withdrawal out of ijc. Then went to work,one job in the early morning and one in the afternoon to night.Tiring, but for $$,i must perservere.haha.
i'm really glad that i signed that contract for recruit express.the best thing that happened to me(i know,u said it was mushy,but i still have to say it),was you.it's true la!! my life changed for the better,and i have to thank you for that."let's stay like this forever":) we are a few mths away from our first anniversary :Dback to where we left off.hmmm.
some of my jc friends are already thinking about coming to poly.So,it IS that hard huh?
i cant stand it.how can i survive 3 years like this? It's super boring when you are stuck with no good friends. Loneliness. It does exist,and is practically present everyday in school waiting for me.
Life at home is not good either. i really envy those with mothers who are willing to accept their daughters for who they are,those not sacarstic ones,treat their kids as friends and most of all,dont restrict their freedom. No wonder some people ran away from home or turn rebellious.
Since parents are important in our lives,why do they even kill our last bit of freedom and affect our characters because of that and our future?=.= Daddy loves me more than mommy does.
i think xinning,you will understand what i mean:) we two are in the same boat. that's what good buddies should be like,sharing the same fate..haha..
where's the warmth when you need it??
lalala..天天哪是快乐天??(editted from original quote from kuo un,2007.haha.)
She says at.1:40 PM