Monday, February 11, 2008

first time "hu" whole day

lion dance!in front of the altar.

wang!

junk from the lion dance

jun song!!so chubby!^^
time flies so fast..i havent really enjoyed chinese new year enough,and it's already halfway through the 15 days. Dunno why,i dont really feel like i went through CNY.perhaps because there wasnt enough mood,even though there was 2 days of lion dance. the festive mood seemed to have died down..i didnt even get to play enough mahjong..T^T
baby cousins are all growing up! all of them are still cute,haha..it's just that clariss became more hyper than when she was younger. her mommy is a few months pregnant with my next cousin,which is her brother.WHEEE!! more cousins!
Actually besides enjoying ourselves,i'm also the babysitter for the babies and hyper toddlers while they scream,run around,fight,bounce around. haha..i know,i know,even though there are maids around, you still cant resist playing with them ^^
GO WATCH CJ 7 people!!! it's damn nice!! i watched it twice,or thrice already and i still cant get enough of it. because,QI ZAI is super duper cute!!!! YAaaaaaaa!!
next movie to watch : Sweeny Todd,demon barber of fleet street!
okay okay,all these aside. Why am i blogging today anyway? i guess it's coz something just overwhelmed me when i read someone's blog, and felt that i had to say something.No,it's not the edison chen (edc) sex scandal thing,it's just some random thoughts..
she's right in that we shouldnt look back and move on,to the future?i know it's hard for her to forget him completely,coz after all they had a past, and it included an emotionally wrecking event that many girls wouldnt want to go through,but some suay suay kena. I'm really sorry, and i apologize,coz i know i'm not supposed to intrude and read her blog. Curosity always kills ME.
anyway,she mentioned that she was updated on recent happenings of him whom she rather not get reminded of from one of their close friends. but she's really brave,coz she went through so much and still can move on to a new relationship. glad that she found someone better for her.
well,she also said she heard that even though he called his gf's name wrongly(which was her name la)once by mistake,the gf didnt throw a tantrum and forgave him and stuff,though it was hurting.
for that,she admired the gf,coz she says she cant believe anyone would be that big-hearted to forgive her bf for calling his ex's name. but, i guess as when you love someone too deeply,you are willling to overlooks flaws, and everything bad, and prepare to make sacrifices,imagine if she were to mind that,what would happen if worse things came along?
she also said she hoped that after being together a quite a few months( for him n his gf),they would have memories that belonged to them only.
personally,as she didnt hold a grudge against the gf because the gf's with her prev bf now,i think she's generous.i know of girls who dislike or hate the one that is currently with her ex because she cant let go of the past and feel jealous, and they still feel possession over their ex.
anyway,the matter is blown over now, and the guy loves his current gf alot.yes,i know:) never had he once called her name wrongly again coz he learnt from his mistake. though it doesnt show much,but yea, as you know,guys are like that,but deep inside he does care.same goes for the gf.
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valentine's day is coming.and i wanna make it special for you,coz it's the first time we're spending it together,like christmas and new year.since i'm too late to make any new year resolutions, i shall make one for valentine's day: cease jealousy. i've no idea why,but distrust is one of my bad points. maybe because of the fear of getting hurt,i didnt dare to trust anyone again, but it's pretty unfair to you,so i should learn to trust you more,since you gave me your full trust.
as compared to others,i'm kinda terrible,but i'm learning to improve on the way already okay?
as we are together for a longer period,i believe it'll be better.
i prayed for lesser quarrels and more emotional bonding this year,and wonderful surprises too.Anything that would make you happy :)
Labels: CNY, life, love
She says at.4:00 AM