Sunday, May 11, 2008
yoyo!! i'm blogging again! hahaha..thanks seok hoon for letting me use your computer.Yup,i'm blogging at her house now! :)just came back from warren golf/country club. Had dim sum for breakfast,and my god,at the end of it,i didnt have space for dessert. My mango pudding ~~T^T
The guest of honour, Grandma POPO didnt come,so it was basically just a gathering. Of course,we took away her favourite char siew baos and chee cheong fun for her,so she wouldnt miss out on all the good food :) she said she was dizzy,so didnt go.
OH YES,how could i forget the most important thing for today?
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY,to all mothers everywhere yo! ^^
hahaha..Grandpa took out the old report books belonging to my dad,my uncle and my aunt. WAAHAHAHAHA we really had a good laugh man! all the red marks,whoa~~in this age if you had that many fails you can probably expect a friggin good few whips from the good old trusty clothes hanger or belt etc. haha..the teng tiao is not "in" anymore.
If not,i guess you can write/say your last words and go jump off some 50 storey building,cause you know punishment by your parents is worse than death :p
Anyhoo, i've still got biochem datasheet to chiong.Not really chiong la,cause there arent much questions.
i admit i'm really disturbed by the recent thing that's happened to me. Sometimes i just feel like slapping you. But i'm not doing that,cause i dont want you to feel that hurt. You probably havent got over that incident yet. C'mon,that's the reason i didnt give up on you. Do you think i thought that was the best way out,giving up on you? That's probably the stupidest thing to do,cause i'm not giving you the chance to say " YOU LEFT /GAVE UP ON ME AGAIN". At least i admitted my mistake. This was your expectation,and i'm willing to change. i'm still hanging on,but are you removing my fingers one by one from the thin thread that lets me continue dangling and hanging there?Then pulling me slightly up again when i'm about to fall off? i'm not gonna leave you there to shrivel up and die when you need someone the most,cause I'M HERE. Just as you said,once trust is lost,it takes time for it to be earned back again. i'm gonna earn it back.
"If you love someone,you wouldnt be afraid of the rejection. Even if that person pushes you to the ground,you'll just stand up and try again."
i'm a human after all. I DO have these fears. Rejection is one of them. Dont tell me you're not scared of it. BUT I BELIEVE IN US. But i WILL overcome this fear,because i do love you. Get this straight. YES,i love YOU. You've seen me during that week,when you kept giving me the cold shoulder? you try to reject me,when i still continued doing what i think i should. the biggest obstacle is the biggest motivation yea?
So,all you need is time. i'll give you that. And,you need someone to be by your side the most,especially in situations like this.
That's why i'm not gonna leave you.i'll still be here for you. She says at.3:04 PM
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