How nice would it be,to have a nice,loving family.
I dont have to be rich.
I dont have to live in some fancy mansion;
living a life of a luxury,
being treated like a princess;
being materialistic and getting all the things i want.
It's okay to live in a simple average family,having that homey feeling.
I only want a mom,
who will treat me equal to my siblings despite me being the eldest;
not EXPECTING me to DO household chores but let me HELP her instead.
I'd gladly do so,if not for that kind of tone she uses.
I'm not spoilt;
what's wrong with getting my hands dirty and sweaty?
I could always use a shower after that.
I'm down with a flu and cough again. My brain's thudding in pain.
But yet,i'm critisized.
For not helping out.
LIKE WTF?
Do you even realize,
what your daughter is going through now,
what you have created,
what impact you have left on her,
and what you shaped her to be?
I haven had a good night sleep in a couple of months;
jolted awake by the phobia you created,of having to wake up early just because you detest people waking up late;
nightmares and dreams,whether good or bad.
All ending in a never ending non-peaceful sleep.
You are you.
No matter how much your sister has tried to make you open up your mind,and see the world,you still like to stick to your conservative ways.
Despite being rejected,i still kept trying to treat you like a friend.
During the holidays i'm the only one left at home,and naturally you have to vent all your frustrations on me,huh?
Please spare a thought for me.
Dont drive me to that insane end.
Nothing wrong being a housewife,but i guess you have to go out more often.
Dont be boxed up in your own little world.
It's all taking a toll on me.

Even when i dont have a nice mom,i'm..
So lucky to have cousins and friends there for me. (:
But most importantly,
thank you my dear xx,
for being there for me when i needed you. ♥
And always cheering me up and treating me so nice,
so i'm always happily smiling and laughing when i'm with you :D
Looking forward to Sunday! (:
And not forgetting my baybee!
i so wanna hug you now.
you know me best,
you'll always be my bestie. (: She says at.1:06 PM