Thursday, September 09, 2010
It's been a month plus...
Exams are finally over,and i can finally post this up.
I had no contact with you cos i wanted to fully concentrate on my exams. Cant afford to fail again.
Though i was studying,i mulled over things as well.
What my mistakes were,at least.
I just want to say,i'm sorry for them.
But you have your flaws as well.
I cant deny it still hurts,right to this very day.
Yet I have to look fine for the sake of everyone else.
Right after the incident,i then realized my parents have already accepted you.
But i guess it's too late to tell you now.
Yes,it has caused a drastic change in me,maybe in the way you wanted to,for me to grow up.
But actions speak louder than words so I will not just claim that it's that way.
Sometimes,it's like looking into a mirror cos i see a person,who shares so many similarities with me.
The mirror disappeared ; it didnt shatter or crack.
After all that we've been through..
I've so many things i wanna tell you,but with our current status,how can I?
There're things you ought to learn to,but i cant teach you as a friend as well.
I'm not trying to make it awkward or anything.
I just have no idea how to approach you.
I made the hidden words in the August 13 post appear again,no idea if you've seen them.
一年多的感情。。
现在,只能靠缘分了。
She says at.5:30 PM